fear and rejection

 I finally finished putting my portfolio together and all you wonderful people can check it out here. These are just a few photos of the men's wardrobe styling I did for Photogenics, a modeling agency in Los Angeles. As I was gathering my images doubt came into play and I started to question my line of work and if it would meet the standards of being good enough. There has always been that fear embedded in me whenever I put work out there to be viewed. On the other side of the spectrum it is also liberating because it's something creatively I worked on to hopefully inspire others. I decided I wouldn't let that fear stop me from pursing opportunities. My heart may be beating fast and I may be sweating profusely but SHEDGAF she's taking a leap of faith and hoping for the best because the other option is not trying and I won't even consider it. I may fear the rejection that may possibly happen but what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger. In the end everything is a lesson learned. I rather not be saying the dreaded words coulda, shoulda, woulda and lay my heart in the hands of the universe.