(clothing by Brian Lichtenberg)
Brianna Olenslager- model
Di Henri- Photography
Courtney Housner- hair + make up
Jo Victor- styling
#styledbyjobabyy
Courtney Money- Photogenics
Megan Nison- Photogenics
Master Louangxay- Photogenics
Miles Frank- Photogenics
Di Henri - Photography
Gabi Pascua- Make Up
Alan Diaz- Hair
Jo Victor- Styling
transform her
Transform her,change her, turn her into something new. She doesn't like who she has become but she can change that. Change her clothes. Take that tattered white coffee stained t-shirt off her and have her wear that little floral dress with those black buckled booties. But she doesn't feel like her. She feels fat in that dress and looks sloppy in that t-shirt. Maybe she shouldn't have eaten those 5 tacos and should of stopped at 2.
She's thinking of getting a tattoo it'll make her feel better a reminder or symbolism of what change feels like.
She's shaving her head because she needs to shed what once was her. The transformed her will be new. She'll look new and feel new.
She can change and transform her outsides but her insides are old feelings that must be addressed. Her exterior is constantly changing in hopes her interior will change with it.
he loves her...he loves her not
(dress LOVERS + FRIENDS)
HE LOVES HER... HE LOVES HER NOT...IT DOESN'T MATTER IF HE LOVES HER...SHE MUST LOVE HERSELF
WHY DOES SHE FIND COMFORT IN HIM…NOT JUST HIM BUT THEM…THEM FROM
THE PAST… HER PRESENT STATE OF MIND IS A MESS SHE CAN’T SEEM TO GET OVER THE FACT
THAT SHE FALLS INTO THE SAME PATTERNS AND HABITS BAD? BAD BECAUSE SHE IS LEFT
FEELING HORRIBLE ABOUT HERSELF AND LOST. SHE THOUGHT SHE HAD FULL CONTROL OVER THE
SITUATION AND THE THING IS SHE DOES HAVE FULL CONTROL. SHE CAN CHOOSE TO CONTINUE
SEEKING THIS COMFORT IN MEN OR SHE CAN SEARCH DEEP DOWN IN HER SOUL WITH ALL HER
BEING TO BE TRULY COMFORTABLE WITH BEING ALONE. NOT ALONE IN THE SENSE THAT SHE IS ABANDONED AND HAS NO LOVED ONES BUT ALONE IN THE SENSE WHERE MEN DO NOT HAVE
TO VALIDATE HER HAPPINESS AND EXISTENCE. EACH TIME SHE WALKED OUT OF HIS APARTMENT SHE FELT BAD ABOUT HERSELF. HER PRIDE WAS HURT ALL BECAUSE HE DIDN’T ASK HER TO STAY
BUT THE THING WAS SHE DIDN’T WANT TO STAY. SHE WANTED TO GET FAR AWAY AS POSSIBLE
FROM LOOSING CONTROL OF THE SITUATION BECAUSE SHE WAS IN CONTROL. SHE WOULD NOT
ALLOW HERSELF TO FEEL THOSE FEELINGS BUT THE REALITY OF IT WAS THAT SHE FELT IT
ALL. SHE FELT HER HEARTBREAK EVERY TIME HE LED HER TO THE DOOR TO SAY GOODNIGHT. SHE
FELT HER THROAT GET DRY. SHE FELT HER SHOULDERS TENSE. SHE FELT THE BLOW TO HER FAST
BEATING HEART. SHE FELT THE WATER BUILD UP IN HER EYES. SHE REFUSED TO CALL THEM
TEARS BUT THE FLOOD GATES WERE OPENING AND SHE FELT THE SALTY TEARS ROLL DOWN HER
CHAPPED LIPS. SHE WAS IN CONTROL AND SHE ALLOWED HERSELF TO CRY. CRY TO NO LONGER
SEEK THAT COMFORT BECAUSE SHE WAS ALL SHE NEEDED. SHE NEEDED TO KNOW THAT SHE HAD TO BE
COMFORTABLE IN HER OWN SKIN BEFORE SHE SET FORTH ON THE JOURNEY OF FINDING COMFORT.
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