Writer's Block

 Photo courtesy of The Lovely Daze

Writer's Block is like screaming at a wall. A blank, bare wall. This wall has no photos or paintings hung. You are screaming at the top of your lungs directly into this wall, but the wall is too thick that no one can hear you. Writers block is like trying to accomplish getting that tiny bit of food wedged between the back of your teeth with the use of your tongue, no floss. It is popping a zit that has a shelf life of two more days til you pop it but just you just can't wait. You are stubborn so you try and pop it. No amount of force and effort will relive the bursting red bump. The only thing that the force and effort will do is make it grow bigger. Writer's Block is like trying.............

happiness is

(shirt VINTAGE necklace TOPSHOP )
 Stefan Sagmeister The Happy Show
 
Happiness Is
Happiness is the aromatic smell of a strong black coffee brewing at your favorite hole in the wall coffee shop. You notice that everyone is in line depending on their brew to get them through the day.  What gets you through the day? ; The dependency on another being or thing that without a doubt never fails to bring your mood higher than the sun or moon. Or maybe it isn’t the dependency but it’s just the feeling of pure bliss of simply looking forward being with him.
 Bliss the state of mind that is the ultimate euphoria. But how can she reach this euphoria if she hasn’t met him yet? Have they passed by each other and maybe have not known that this single individual was their road to this pure bliss? He could have been the guy at the Laundromat. He wore a wrinkled white tee that seemed to be one size too small and blue denim jeans with dirty sneakers. She decided to choose the washer next to his. His wrinkled dirty looking white tee was understandable, it was laundry day, the dirty sneakers were forgivable as well,  it was rainy that day. Half way loading the wash she reached into her laundry bag, searching for the detergent. Of course she forgot it. Was this a blessing in disguise? This was her in to talk to wrinkled white tee guy. She thought piece of cake. She tapped him on the shoulder, he looked at her and she couldn’t seem to find the words to ask him for the detergent. It was those piercing blue eyes that she found herself lost in. He looked at her with a blank stare “Yes?” and she finally asked, “May I borrow some of your detergent?” He handed her the detergent, “Hurry quick think of something else to talk about” she told herself. Nothing came to mind, she handed the detergent back. “Thanks”. 
Happiness is not letting fear get in the way. He stood at the top of the cliff heavily breathing. “I’m going to do it. I will do it.” If only he could lift his feet off the ground. He swore they were super glued to the dirt and rocks beneath his feet. A crowd surrounded him cheering him on, “JUMP, JUMP, JUMP” All he saw were the many mouths moving but he couldn’t hear a thing he was too focused. “Maybe this is what death feels like” he thought to himself listening to his heart beat louder and faster. Happiness is the sound of a heart beat. The day had been gloomy, one unfortunate mishap after another... 


mullet hair and denim jacket combo

(denim jacket LEVIS dress STONES bag VINTAGE boots ALDO)

OH mullet hair how I loved thee and the little rat tail pony tail I once had. The best things that are in my closet are the items that are given to me just because #itsnotevenmybirthday ... This Levis denim jacket was given to me by my friend James yes a men's denim jacket = the perfect oversized denim jacket! Hi James! if you're reading this thanks for the jacket it's brought about many good outfit choices! If you should take away anything from this post it's that growing out your pixie haircut is a bitch but end result is that you get to rock an awesome mullet in the process!

Crazy is what they think about me



What the hell is SHEDGAF?!?! It is Jobabyy's way to reach out to the world and say do not give a flying F-U-C-K! but wait there are exceptions!!! Don't get crazy!! DON'T LET FEAR STOP YOU FROM LIVING YOUR LIFE AND BEING THE BEAUTIFUL PERSON YOU ARE! We are all at some point held captive of it and the word has a strong ability to control most of our lives including me. But the question I will continue to ask is what do we have to fear!!?? The challenge is courage...The courage to truly be comfortable with who you are as an individual; in your own skin. #freetobeme

To suppress your individuality is a hate crime! In the words of my main man Kevin G: "Don't let the haters stop you from doing your thang!" I personally like to stare my fears in the eyeballs; one way I tackle this is by taking risks creatively. Please refer to the photo above and please forgive me on my photoshop skills twas made at 3am (see what I did there?! I let fear make excuses for I fear you will not like what you may see) I feel a lot of feelings and I iz not afraid to let you internet waves world know the real JOBABYY!!! Follow me as I show you I iz not scurred of nothing!! Some questions arise such as "JOBABYY! What the hell are you wearing?!?" & "JOBABYY!! What the hell are you doing?!?" My answer to that is I AM DGAF-ING!!!!! #SHEDGAF and you should too!