reset button

 (dress BUFFALO EXCHANGE, shoes TOPSHOP, hat THRIFT STORE)

One moment I'm basking in how content my life feels and then an overpowering wave comes crashing down on me where I question everything.

I feel so lost lately and I'm climbing to get out of the dark hole of misery and doubt. I feel like I've been on the go for the past month and other aspects of my life have been neglected for various reasons. I don't have the energy and the motivation to get certain things done that need special attention, one being taking care of myself physically and mentally. I guess I just feel like there's this void in my life. I have high expectations for myself and haven't met them and question if I'm on the right path to even achieving those goals. I know what I'm passionate about and need to revisit what's important in my life. I need to press the reset button and believe this is just a moment passing.

"WHATEVER HAPPENS IN MY LIFE I HAVE THE TOOLS AND SKILLS TO OVERCOME IT"

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SHE DREAMS IN COLOR OF VIRBANT HUES

HER LIFE ISN'T PAINTED BLACK AND WHITE BUT EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN 

SHE COLORS OUTSIDE OF THE LINES IT MAKES HER FEEL ALIVE

ALL SHE CAN DO IS STRIVE

SHE SEES BEAUTY IN THE BREAKDOWN 

AND CHALLENGES HERSELF TO FIND PEACE WHERE THERE IS CHAOS

SHE MAKES NO SOUND AND STILL MANAGES TO SCREAM POSITIVITY WHEREVER SHE MAY TREAD

SHE WONT REST TIL SHE'S DEAD

SHE WANTS TO FEEL ALL THE PAIN AND HAPPINESS

THERE IS NEVER ENOUGH TIME IN THE DAY FOR HER TO CREATE HER MIND IS CONSTANTLY RACING

SHE IS NEVER STILL AND ALWAYS PACING

SHE HOPES TO FIND A PLACE WHERE SHE FEELS AT HOME 

A PLACE WHERE SHE CAN BE FREE FROM RESTRICTIONS AND RULES

BUT SHE KNOWS SHE NEEDS THESE RULES TO SET LIMITS

NOTHING CAN STOP HER FROM FINDING HER WAY

THINGS MAY BE GREY

BUT NOTHING AND NO ONE CAN MAKE HER STAY